Monday, May 30, 2011

untold history~


Salam..sekian lma bru masuk update..huhu~aku bukn lupa nak update..bukn jgk xde masa langsung nak update..bukn jgk xde mende nak share..aku selalu jer singgah biler sumthing happened make me in menOnkn "unstable mood" then aku tulis sumthing..luah jer ape aku rase and klik save without klik publish button..normally xde laa sekerap skunk aku wat mcm nie tapi lately sume yg aku tulis and xpuas hati aku simpan jer biar jer terkunci..nape?ermmm..

aku sorng yg sngt kuat berahsia pasal diri aku..even family, member2 rapat xbyk sngt tahu pasal aku so kebykan aku simpan xpon aku alam maya menjadi medium aku tuk luah sume..internet nie bagai nyawa aku laa..bagi aku, aku nie normal jer perangai..i don't normally speak very much when i think it is not necessary and tend to keep quiet most of the time..normalkn??tapi xsume orng leh terima..sume mcm nak korek pasal aku..aku xtau mende mcm tu diclassifikasi kn sbgai "care" or "cubaan tuk judge setiap gerak geri aku" yg aku pasti aku mmg xsuke biler aku diperlaku mcm satu topic..terutama biler family aku sendiri wat mcm tu..penting sgt ke??

aku mmg rimas sngt ngn sume nie..tapi xda daya nak halang..so i pretend it okey to me..just stay silence and let the other person say what they want and keep what i feel locked up inside~salam.